This blog is about an imperfect person who is doing her best to become a better Catholic wife, mother and woman. I have struggled with infertility, self-image and many other things in my life, but as my father always said "You must live by Faith." So therefore I strive to live "by faith" and let God guide my every footstep.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Heaven on Earth
Those of you who know me personally know that I am traveling to Omaha this weekend for a series of doctors appointments and surgery. For the last three to four weeks, I have been very nervous and anxious about it and the answers I will receive from the doctors. So needless to say my body has taken the brunt of the internalized stress. About two weeks ago my lower back and sciatic nerve began to hurt - to the point that I was in excruciating pain and couldn't walk one morning.
Today I took action to help relieve the stress. My stress relief discovery is incredible. Why had I never experienced this magnificent pleasure before? Wait I know why, it was beyond my ideal level of comfort. It was outside what my mind told me was reasonable and achievable. I know you are wondering what could be so pleasurable and feel so amazing, yet be so terrifying that I, the daredevil herself, could not bring herself to move beyond some imaginary line drawn in my subconscious? No, it was not some sultry dark haired stranger waiting for me during lunch to grant my every sexual desire. What awaited for me in the small dimly lit room was far more mysterious and satisfying, than the raw passion held in a man's hands. It was the tenderness and graceful movements of a simple, down to earth woman who has the ability to manipulate every muscle in your body to the point of absolute relaxation.... I got a massage! I have officially fallen in love - and after only one session! I can still smell the aroma of the room - soft and light. The sound of music low and mellow. Her touch - therapeutic. I have already scheduled my next session. If you are enough of a daredevil you must experience this wonderful pleasure!
2 comments:
I'm so excited that you are blogging. It is so much fun and helps when I'm feeling down or up or in between!! Glad the massage helped, I'm too chicken. I don't want anybody to see me nekkid!!!
I was thinking about you all day yesterday! hope everything is going well! Keep me posted!
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